4 more days.
To 21st May '10

But it doesn't seems like my birthday is coming.
The atmosphere isn't there yet. The feeling is like so totally different from the previous.
Many matters are happening,
whether sad or happy,
it does impact on our lifes.
I dont mean anyone,
but just in general.

Results,
why it doesn't seems to satisfy my mother?
Why it doesn't satisfy my aim?
Why aren't i contented with my scores?
Why not?

Birthday,
it is just another step closer to death,
another year shorter to live,
increasing the chance of seeing the death.
I used to count down for my birthday,
but as days get lesser and lesser,
i anticipate it lesser and lesser.
Sighs. It gonna be another year older.

15,
another 1 year to 16th birthday
another 3 years for M18 shows
another 6 years to fully become an adult.
Let's wait.
Be patient and wait.

People,
get over sad things real soon okay.
i'll be there for you.
Jiayou.